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Jun. 15th, 2005 @ 02:11 am
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Yesterday I couldn't sleep, so today I decided the best remedy to not getting asleep is not going to sleep. I'm having my fitrst week of fieldwork in Oegstgeest, which means long days with often hard labour and early gathering time, but it's quite nice, I like it a lot.
I had a nice and big pile of dishes tonight because I had a coupla friends having dinner here, it was a lot of fun.
I will be receiving these soon:
Flauros - Monuments of total holocaust MCD black metal
Berserk - From the Celtiberian woods CD black metal
Satyricon - Nemesis Divina CD black metal
Satyricon - The shadowthrone CD black metal
Darkthrone - Under a funeral moon CD black metal
Marduk - Those of the unlight CD black metal
Marduk - Panzer division Marduk CD black metal
My Dying Bride - The light at the end of the world CD doom metal
My Dying Bride - The dreadful hours CD doom metal
Amon Amarth - Once sent from the golden hall LTD PICTUREDISC (handnumbered) viking death metal
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Well, a few years have passed since my last entry here, and things have changed majorly, also, with this computer I can't even seem to access my own livejournal anymore... luckily my own computer has been completely de-filtered since I'm on the Ravenhorst network (yes that's the Blashyrkh network which I share with Abbath and his boyfriend Horgh).
I wish everybody a happy June.
Oh by the way, for those who didn't know yet, I moved out and have my own little dwelling in Leiden.
Sthei meddle.Current **Mood**:  melancholy **Magic Playing**: Watain - Opus dei |
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Well not exactly courageously...
And I don't even have anything important to say.
I wish I could vomit blood on you people.Current **Mood**:  day off **Magic Playing**: The Dresden Dolls - Truce |
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Hahahaha omg i have never felt as fucking hyper as today you know but omnia is going so to release a live album you know and best off all i made the first tiny steps towards living on myself hahahaha isnt that great and damn im so fuckign excited and i feel like very jumping much and high too of course lol but damn yeah i wanna i wanna i wanna!!! haha yeah becasue then ill be so much closer to a few of my friends and we can do stuff after school more often and stuff and i can lirke really do what i like fr the most part like buy bottles of rose and lots of tea and sweetmeal bisquits and invite friends whenever i want and im going to be the most hospirtable person around and damn im so pumped up and this dark funeral is nt helping with that hahaha you might bealbe to imagine haha im hyper but im very very happy and exceited so its a good hyperactive and everybody rules haha i love everybody you know except for stu[pid people haha but thats not you
haha well youre not even replying to my entrails (hahahaha) anymore so i guess that i must be boring as fuvck but those days are gonna be over hell jeah! and when i said that i made the first few tiny steps i meant that i had informed at the 'sls wonen" group that deals with such things i wanted actually to enroll there but haha they didn't use enrolling anymore and that was wat lotte and stijn sdidn't know but she explained the website , that lady from sls did i meant and she said that the best option was to ask lotte and stijn to keep an eye out for when rooms will become available and to drop my name when that happens so i might live there and i forgot to say that i desperately want to live there in the pelikaanhof complex with lotte and stijn you know but hey i really want that live album hahaha i've been playing this low quality 40 secs excerpt of one single song for like two hour on end and haha yeah now im playing dark funeral which doesn't quite cure the hyperness as you can imagine or did i say that again but damn i feel like im going to burst out my clorthes of happiness any moment so id better call this a quits
peace to you and hail the apokalyptic hellsatan of the impaler toenailsCurrent **Mood**:  hyper is an understatement **Magic Playing**: dark funeral = goddess f sodomy |
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All around meso-america, pre-colonial steles have been found depicting people performing blood sacrifices upon themselves to please the ancient gods; men pierced their penis with sting ray spines or bone awls, women pulled a thorned rope through their tongue. :)
I visited church today. Twice. I did most of the learning for tomorrow's exam yesterday and Friday. My drumming is rapidly improving, I'm practising blastbeats already (difficult though). I'm behind the "kit" a lot between study.
I've got an ever-greater music collection on my computer. :) I feel a tiny bit guilty for getting so much of it illegally, but I do know of myself that if I ever come across one of the albums I don't have originally yet, I will probably buy it anyway.
Besides, Jesus died for our sins, sue him, not me.
Peace be with you ^_^ V,,
P.S. I should have said this in my previous entry but I forgot... Dani was online on Yahoo messenger!! ^_^ Good luck with your pneumonia girl, get well soon! (If I'm not too far behind, maybe (hopefully) you already feel better)Current **Mood**: yawny |
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Tomorrow prehistoric europe exam and the final part of the computer course. I'm a bit worried about the exam as it's hard to learn, because I've got to know all these cultures with little or no significant differences between them and know what type of pottery they had, and how they buried their dead... :(
On a brighter note, I STILL got tickets to Alanis and I'm STILL very happy about it. ^_^
But Tristan is being a bit of a dumbass lately, really pissing me off a few times. If he reads this I guess he'll know what this is about, and that really is all I'm saying about it to ANYONE.
Since I've got soulseek I've become a little overwhelmed by the unbelievable amount of bands now accessible to me. Especially when I'm nearing the end of my hard disc capacity. Hey, if anyone would want to add me on soulseek my username is Futureemperorofhipness, I've got a fair share of doom and mostly black metal, and of course some rock, pop*, punk, heavy, death and thrash metal, and gothic rock-slash-metal.
Oh, and on hipforums I'm being stalked by a texan** (but Kerry-voting) married*** woman. :S But she's real kind and pretty cool. :)
*) this of course being mostly high-quality singer-songwriters, not trance or anything!
**) due to a newfound sense of anti-patriotism I have decided not to capitalise the names of countries and states anymore. Expect to hear more of this aspect of my political views later.
***) to a norwegian (see **) fella (Abbath?)
Feb. 3rd, 2005 @ 11:04 pm
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Suus and me will be seeing Alanis Morissette in Ahoy' in Rotterdam, 19-04-05, 8 PM, chairs 5 and 6 of row 14 of block Dg, first ring, entrance EAST. And it's going to be soooooooooooooooooo much fun! :) I've never actually had a seat at a concert before... :O!
I've also seen God Dethroned and Grave. Grave were boring but God Dethroned were cool. Oh and I wanna see PIG DESTROYER!! They're so awesomish!
And um... I really really really really like school and the people in my class. :)
Oh and I had high tea at Esther's together with 7 others and it was pretty damn good! She's got a nice room in Leiden and it makes me want to live on my own all the more (especially since I can do more stuff with my those of friends that also live in Leiden).
Um, oh yeah, today I delivered my paper goodly and did my Archaeological Methods & Techniques exam quite geniously (only the sixth = last question wrong AFAIK). Good huh? :)
I got soulseek now too, if you want to add me, my username is Futureemperorofhipness and am nearing 5000 shared songs.
We had practical courses for school the last 3 weeks (that sort of means "doing stuff"). Things like refitting flint artifacts from the same core to reproduce original stone shape, and analysing stuff etcetera, I even got to wear a replica of a dress Tutankhamun (or however you spell that English-Egyptian) wore when he was 14 (lol) and I made a sword-shaped pendant from bone and three real scrapers from flint! ^_^
We've got an electronic drumpad, that's like an electronic drumkit, but all the pads are on the same semi-flat machine. And YES it's got pedals and YES they are adjustable to double bass. I've been practising my ass off, and I'm getting better every day!
I'm forgetting much stuff.
I've come up with a few nice band names. Free for all to use. ^_^
"Beardy Bob and the Fluffy Flipperskippers"
"Pestilential Onslaught"
"¡Los Locos Mexicanos Jejejejeje!"
"The Beatles"
"The Picknick Baskets"
"Holycaust"
"Pwnage"
"Humongous P.Rick and the Canned Weeners"
"Bill Gates and the Microsoft Crew"
or just "Microsoft"
"Heed Ye"
"Razyr Suicyde"
"Cheese"
"The No Reallies"
"The Members"
"The Harry Potters"
"Fortunately Not Slipknot"
(also works with Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park and similar lowlife)
"Lowlife"
"Drugs are Fun"
"Nambla"
"Unholy Frostfury of the Grim and Frostbitten Frostforests of Arkansas"
"The Tadpole / Frogspawn Resistance Front"
"The Murder Hobbyists"
"Your Mom"
"Ublo"
"According to the Prophecy"
"The Gandhisciples"
"The Helluvas"
"The Anal Ruptures"
"The Getalifes"
"The Jolly Inbreds"
"The Pink Fairies"
"Stalin's inspiration"
"The Ho's N Bitches"
"Insert Ridiculous Uninspired Band Name Here"
"Vernichtung"
"Porridge"
"The Instant Noodles"
"Repressed and depressed in a nest without zest"
"Official Bureau of Unauthorised Authorities"
"Placing your hope in dope"
"How the Blind Perform Open Heart Surgery"
"Eunuch-o-matic 4.000"
"I was a teenage redneck serial killer"
"I was a teenage pokemon"
"Hillbillie hymns"
"And off you go"
"Donkeys pwn elephants 9999999999999999999 to 1"
"Veal of Panda"
"Welcome to Restaurant Anthropophagia"
"Yesterday's Milk"
"Wet Newspaper"
"P.I.M.P.les"
"The Motherfuckers"
"Rebirthing Jesus"
"The Claustrophobic Cavemen"
"Jesse's New Jeans"
"The Cheddars"
"The Windows"
"Triangular Rocks Don't Roll"
"The Andthensomes"
"The Muscular Armpits"
"The Only Bands We Were In Before This One Kicked Us Out Before The First Rehearsal"
"Relevant Vagueries"
"Abstraction of reality"
"Yor Prezzedent Speekign"
"United Reich of America"
"Kilroy Was Here"
"Slipknot Blows"
"Door-To-Door Conversion"
"Of Alcohol and Wooden Shoes"
"Anus Transplantation"
"With Elvis on Vocals"
"Heaven Sent Iconoclasts"
"The Lucky Bastards"
"The Happy Homeless"
"Golgotha Rescue Team"
"Teachers With Cattle Prods"
Lo! Tis I!
Jan. 31st, 2005 @ 04:45 pm
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Real update tomorrow.
Promise.
I got Alanis tickets. :)
Jan. 30th, 2005 @ 09:55 am
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| » About time... for an anti-Slipknot entry |
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You won't believe slipknot polluted the market with this time
Reactions from their still shockingly idiotic fan base
Excerpts:
| by mfkr @ 13 Jan 2005 11:25 am |
| damn, those are nice...it was about time...I didnt even know they were planning it....they should have some with their Iowa masks...now that would be awesome. |
| by Petro @ 13 Jan 2005 04:07 pm |
Man, at first I was scared that they were selling out, and they would be, if those shoes were so damned awsome! To bad I wear combat boots.
I guess I'll still pick on some of those, anyone know the likeleehood of them being in STORES. So i can see if they, you know, fit.
| by chris @ 13 Jan 2005 02:42 pm |
| The shoes kick ass im ordering some without a doubt...but the skateboards now thats just too much i just hope the dont go any furthure(the skateboard thing is just stupid) |
| by (sic)_fuck @ 13 Jan 2005 04:02 pm |
these shoes are awesome but the skate deck thing is kinda dumb but i dont think they sold out
| by NeoTheMaggot3539 @ 13 Jan 2005 06:45 pm |
| They won't sell out. And if you say they will then you're a fucking poser if you say you like slipknot |
| by sifra @ 13 Jan 2005 09:07 pm |
| YEAH!! im buying those shoes!!!! do u have to be over 18? | |
I could write mean reactions on those excerpts but I think they speak for themselves.
I have added my own comment. I guess you could pick out which one it is quite easily. :) |
Jan. 14th, 2005 @ 08:15 pm
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There's an Egyptian Islamic girl on my Yahoo messenger who seems to think it's her duty to convert me... to christianity. Yes, you read well. From this we've had a few interesting conversations about religion and God. Of course she'll never be able to convert me to anything at all, and her tries can be called clumsy to say the least. Still, she's been counter-proving some points that people seem to think about the Islam that I don't agree with.
... ( preceding irrelevant topics )
sherona2005 (8:07:21 PM): what`s ur relegion??????
bartromeijn (8:07:29 PM): I don't really have one.
sherona2005 (8:08:04 PM): ohhhhhhhh gooooosh!!!!
bartromeijn (8:08:09 PM): maybe discordian but that's more like a philosophy than a religion
bartromeijn (8:08:12 PM): what?
bartromeijn (8:08:55 PM): what's so "ohhhhhhhhhh gooooosh!!!"?
sherona2005 (8:09:45 PM): i mean(oh i can`t beleive)
sherona2005 (8:09:54 PM): but why?
sherona2005 (8:10:14 PM): what`s ur mother relegion?
bartromeijn (8:10:21 PM): Christian
sherona2005 (8:11:19 PM): nice!!! but u don`t have a certain relegion to control ur live
bartromeijn (8:11:47 PM): Because I control my life myself.
sherona2005 (8:14:07 PM): it`s a wrong idea cos if u have a certain relegion,if u try to be honest with the god(allah),than u will have a target
bartromeijn (8:14:14 PM): I don't need a religion to contol my life for me and I don't think that any god or allah or yahweh is up there
bartromeijn (8:14:25 PM): I have a target, and that is to be as happy as possible
sherona2005 (8:15:28 PM): noononono ur completly wrong , i`ll try to chang this fucking idea!!
bartromeijn (8:15:38 PM): It's not going to work
bartromeijn (8:16:02 PM): I believe what I believe and not what others believe
bartromeijn (8:17:07 PM): Religion is a bad thing. People try to kill each other because they have a different religion. Islam and christianity have cost millions of innocent lives
sherona2005 (8:17:32 PM): belive me try to talk with mother and have a look over her relegion..just do it
bartromeijn (8:17:40 PM): hahaha
bartromeijn (8:17:46 PM): she's okay with it
bartromeijn (8:17:51 PM): that I don't believe anything
bartromeijn (8:18:17 PM): Because she loves me
bartromeijn (8:19:06 PM): Remember 11 september? That was because of religion.
bartromeijn (8:20:34 PM): and Christians have killed a lot of people too, even more I think.
sherona2005 (8:23:09 PM): look,mabye u`ll think that im crezy or complecated. but the thing that im sure about it is the horribal day that will come and all live thin all over the earth will die ....in that day ,mabye u will remeber my words
bartromeijn (8:23:52 PM): nope. if something like that happens, it's mankind's own fault
bartromeijn (8:24:18 PM): You can try to make me believe in god (allah) but it's never going to work
bartromeijn (8:24:30 PM): And I DON'T think you are crazy
sherona2005 (8:26:42 PM): and u can`t deny that u the fault is ur game every day....i think eery day in ur live have over 100 fault!!!hehe
bartromeijn (8:27:12 PM): tell me what are my faults
bartromeijn (8:27:36 PM): I never hurt people, I always want to help the ones who need help
sherona2005 (8:27:49 PM): yep
bartromeijn (8:27:52 PM): I want peace on earth, and I want everybody to be happy and free
bartromeijn (8:28:02 PM): what are my wrongdoings?
sherona2005 (8:28:23 PM): no
sherona2005 (8:30:28 PM): the great wrong that u don`t have a certain relegion to make u safe and i think this isn`t ur own fault but it`s ur mother fault that she hadn` teach u this meaning.....
bartromeijn (8:30:41 PM): She did.
sherona2005 (8:30:58 PM): and ur reaction????\
bartromeijn (8:31:20 PM): But I discovered for myself that there is nothing to guide my way and I went my own way and she wasn't angry or sad
bartromeijn (8:31:31 PM): and don't say anything about my mother, you know nothing of her
sherona2005 (8:32:50 PM): i think i didn`t say any thing wrong..and it`s a matter of discation
bartromeijn (8:32:58 PM): My question is this: Why do you want to change me? Why can't you let me live my life the way I want?
bartromeijn (8:33:18 PM): That's very selfish of you. I don't try to change your ideas too, do I?
sherona2005 (8:33:38 PM): no
sherona2005 (8:34:40 PM): know can we make a peace pls
bartromeijn (8:35:04 PM): We are at peace. Do you think this is a fight?
sherona2005 (8:35:44 PM): oh ur mother is realy nice
bartromeijn (8:35:51 PM): yes
sherona2005 (8:36:38 PM): are u her only son?
bartromeijn (8:36:52 PM): no, i have three little brothers
sherona2005 (8:37:21 PM): cooooool!
bartromeijn (8:37:41 PM): um, okay
bartromeijn (8:37:55 PM): so how is allah doing?
bartromeijn (8:45:29 PM): wow, sorry, i was gone for a minute
sherona2005 (8:46:08 PM): answer my qeustion!!
bartromeijn (8:46:28 PM): I was gone. i didn't receive your question. ask it again.
sherona2005 (8:48:18 PM): what about having sex with a boy??do u think this is funny or what??????????
bartromeijn (8:48:29 PM): funny?
bartromeijn (8:48:36 PM): like weird?
sherona2005 (8:49:37 PM): i ask about u when u having sex with a boy as u say...
bartromeijn (8:50:11 PM): I've never done it yet
sherona2005 (8:51:00 PM): really?? thanx god really im happy now
bartromeijn (8:51:09 PM): Why happy?
sherona2005 (8:52:04 PM): because u r normal now
bartromeijn (8:52:25 PM): ...
bartromeijn (8:52:37 PM): I have a few questions.
sherona2005 (8:52:48 PM): what?
bartromeijn (8:52:57 PM): 1. What makes having sex with boys NOT normal
sherona2005 (8:53:08 PM): looool
bartromeijn (8:54:07 PM): 2. Why do you not want me to have sex with boys
bartromeijn (8:54:51 PM): 3. Why don't you understand that I've never done it but that doesn't mean I don't WANT to do it
sherona2005 (8:55:12 PM): cos it`s compltly not logical!!!! i can`t belive u any more
bartromeijn (8:55:38 PM): 4. Why do you even care who I want to have sex with
bartromeijn (8:55:55 PM): seeing as it's none of your business and it doesn't harm you
bartromeijn (8:56:32 PM): You can't tell me how I have to live my life you know.
bartromeijn (8:57:03 PM): The only one who can do that is Me. Not my mother, not you, not the queen, not allah
sherona2005 (8:58:43 PM): i know it`s not my own business ....but all i want to know that ur strang tradition in this society!!! thats all
bartromeijn (8:58:59 PM): in the Islamic culture maybe
bartromeijn (8:59:30 PM): because the Islam and Christianity are anti-gay
sherona2005 (8:59:51 PM): yes i think so
bartromeijn (8:59:57 PM): the Islam and Christianity are discriminating religions if they think some people are better than others
sherona2005 (9:02:49 PM): ok ok never mind bert but im realy like to talk with people who have diff culture and relegion and backround ideas like u
bartromeijn (9:03:13 PM): and my name is BART not BERT
bartromeijn (9:03:36 PM): and about "nevermind", you don't get off with it that easily.
sherona2005 (9:03:47 PM): hahah ythis is my buisness ya bert!!!
bartromeijn (9:04:01 PM): Tell me something, what has your god EVR done for you?
sherona2005 (9:04:22 PM): ohhhhhhh
bartromeijn (9:06:37 PM): well?
bartromeijn (9:07:54 PM): answer me if you can
sherona2005 (9:08:05 PM): there is no words can reflects that realy im always feel that im really save in my live .... this is a matter of feeling that i can`t describ it
sherona2005 (9:09:34 PM): look i can answer alot of answer and make a book.... but why i have to talk with a person that u realy can`t anderstand what im say
bartromeijn (9:09:49 PM): Why do you think I can understand it?
bartromeijn (9:09:55 PM): *can't
bartromeijn (9:10:06 PM): Do you think that I am supid?
sherona2005 (9:10:18 PM): no
bartromeijn (9:10:21 PM): (well my spelling really makes that quite possible, but still)
sherona2005 (9:10:28 PM): off cours not
bartromeijn (9:11:12 PM): That I don't believe in the same god as you doesn't mean I can't understand what you are talking about
sherona2005 (9:12:04 PM): soory i have to leave now in really sorry
sherona2005 (9:12:14 PM): i`m**
bartromeijn (9:12:38 PM): I understand that believing in god can give people strength and hope and that's why I am in favour of people believing what they want no matter if I think it's ridiculous
bartromeijn (9:12:44 PM): okay...
sherona2005 (9:12:54 PM): but i want u to think ok?
bartromeijn (9:12:57 PM): we'll get back on this subject
bartromeijn (9:13:07 PM): think about what?
bartromeijn (9:13:25 PM): About starting to believe?
bartromeijn (9:13:44 PM): I can't just start to believe even if I wanted. It's not that easy
bartromeijn (9:14:06 PM): I may try but I'll never REALLY believe it because I am already so sure that there is no god
sherona2005 (9:14:21 PM): just think
sherona2005 (9:14:40 PM): ok bye
bartromeijn (9:14:42 PM): bye
More coming up later. I kinda enjoy the conversations, really, but the nerve of that girl...
Jan. 2nd, 2005 @ 02:18 pm
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